My First Date

Like most every girl, I wanted to be noticed by the opposite sex. I was more than ready to be dating; I mean I was 15 years old. However, I was practical ignored, and that make me feel unwanted and inferior of all the gorgeous, popular girls from my school. Eventually my self-confident started to decayed, and I even started to think that there was something wrong with me. I had always wanted to date a good boy a not a jerk, a religious boy, although most of the boys I knew weren’t like that, so that really cut my options.

Then one Monday, everything changed. I arrive to my catholic group, ready to greet all new because it was the first day. The first thing I notices was a boy standing in front of one of my friends, so when I went to said hi to my friend I obviously had to said hello to the new boy. That day we became really good friends, we laughed at everything and he was really nice with me. At the night I got a call. It was my best friend telling me what I think about that new boy. I didn’t know why she was telling me that, but I answer her that he was really cute and funny. Five minutes later, I receive one message in my cell phone it was the new boy. He told me if I would like to go out with him tomorrow. My heart started to beat really hard and I feel butterflies in belly. But I wasn’t sure if the feeling I got was because I liked him or was because no one ever had asked me for a date. I didn’t know what to answered I was really nervous I hardly knew him. But I said yes.

It was already the day of my first date. I wasn’t that nervous at all, but at the time pass the nervous started to grow. My hair was really messy so I told my mother if I could go to the beauty salon. My mother was more nervous than I was, so she took me really fast and started to tell me that I had to look really beautiful. It was already 4:00 pm and I was still in the beauty salon, and I had to be in the mall at 3:30 pm. The new boy started to called. It was really embarrassing, I mean it was my first date and I was going late. Finally I arrived to the mall, I was so nervous everything went on silent and I could only hear my heart beating faster, and suddenly I start to think “what happen if I messed up everything?” “What about if he thinks I’m loser?” while I was wondering all that stupid questions, he showed up.

First we went to buy some cafe and we sat down to talk about ourselves. We talk like four hours, we laugh we talk about what we hate what we like and what for us the most important things in the world. But suddenly I feel that it wasn’t a romantic date, it was more like a friends date. I pass a really good time with him but I didn’t feel that chemistry that I had thought that I will feel. After we finish talking we went to watch a movie, I was wondering may be watching a movie can change the feeling that Im feeling, may be it would be more romantic, but it wasn’t. Instead we don’t even talk, and the time that we talk it was to laugh about the movie and comment how funny the movie was.

When the movie finish my mother was already waiting for me in the parking lot. I said goodbye and thanks him for everything. When I was already in my house I started to think that the beats of my heart and the butterflies in my belly was only the nervous of the first date and it wasn’t that I had feelings for him. The time pass and he became my best friend we talk about everything and we pass a lot of great and incredible times together. I don’t know what I would do without him.